I Haven’t Been a Kind Person Recently.
I have been increasingly disgruntled with one tiny, fairly insignificant thing in my life and I started hardcore yapping about it to anyone who would listen in a rather bitchy gossip-y way instead of immediately taking it to the appropriate persons to look into.
I generally try to be a spreader of cheer and positivity and I have utterly failed in my resolution regarding this item. It has made me feel like a yucky person inside and I am working to correct my actions. I hate that several people’s view of me may have been affected by my smack talk and I’m learning a grown up lesson right now. Once the words are out, they can’t be put back.
While I’m less than proud of myself, I’m also glad to share this part of me with y’all so you can learn from it as well. It’s going to take much longer to recover from this blunder than it did to actually commit it and darn sure I’ll think twice and act differently if I ever find myself in a similar situation.
I don’t want to lend negative thoughts to the universe, I don’t want to impose them on other people and I don’t want to waste space in my mind or my heart with them either. Life is too short to be anything less than happy, and that includes being happy within myself and with how I treat others.
